Social Stamina

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Rosaileen Scher
[00:02.391]I lost touch with all my friends
[00:04.559]I'm in bed by 10pm
[00:06.675]I have no social stamina
[00:11.037]I cancel on all my plans
[00:13.153]I commit then I don't answer
[00:15.243]I can't keep up with anyone
[00:19.814]Now I'm a desert island I know
[00:21.982]I push away until I'm alone
[00:24.151]When did I become
[00:26.214]Someone no one loves
[00:28.435]I'm a broken record it shows
[00:30.577]All I ever say is “no”
[00:32.771]When did I become
[00:34.965]Someone I don't love
[00:38.048]Now I don't know I don't know who I am
[00:43.246]How did I
[00:46.929]turn into a person who I can't stand
[00:51.997]How did I
[00:55.184]Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
[01:04.327]And I don't know I don't know who I am
[01:08.716](And I don't know I don't know who I am)
[01:12.033]Trigger warnings in my mind
[01:14.201]I'm so vulnerable at night
[01:16.369]So I watch romantic comedies
[01:20.810]But happy couples make me cry
[01:22.978]I can't find someone in real life
[01:25.120]Always feel like somethings wrong with me
[01:29.587]Now I'm a desert island I know
[01:31.677]I push away until I'm alone
[01:33.924]When did I become
[01:36.040]Someone no one loves
[01:39.096]Now I don't know I don't know who I am
[01:44.320]How did I
[01:48.082]turn into a person who I can't stand
[01:53.019]How did I
[01:56.232]Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have
[02:05.375]And I don't know I don't know who I am
[02:09.894](And I don't know I don't know who I am)
[02:13.969]No I don't know I don't know who I am
[02:18.567](And I don't know I don't know who I am)
[02:22.747]No I don't know I don't know who I am
[02:27.213](And I don't know I don't know who I am)