Cynical

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey
[00:01.000] 作词 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey
[00:08.90]I don't know when I got scared
[00:12.69]Scared of my imagination
[00:16.67]Used to see beautiful things
[00:20.56]Now I got this sick fixation
[00:23.26]I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had
[00:27.46]Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have
[00:31.18]Believing every negative feeling is a fact
[00:35.10]I don't wanna get used to that
[00:39.27]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[00:44.53]I'm so good at being critical
[00:48.31]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[00:52.45]When you're good at being cynical
[01:03.88]I'm jealous of when I was young
[01:07.52]And everything was right there waiting
[01:11.49]Wanted the sky aimed so high
[01:15.06]Instead of lowering my expectations
[01:18.47]I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground
[01:22.28]And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
[01:26.24]I think I'm realizing no one figures it out
[01:30.17]And I gotta get used to that
[01:34.51]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[01:39.51]I'm so good at being critical
[01:43.34]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[01:47.35]When you're good at being cynical
[01:58.25]If I hope and it doesn't work then
[02:02.28]I know it's gonna hurt so I'll
[02:06.46]Make a joke act like nothing wrong
[02:09.55]And put another layer of armor on
[02:15.71]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[02:23.60]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[02:28.74]I'm so good at being critical
[02:31.68]So good
[02:32.41]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[02:36.59]When you're good at being cynical
[02:38.78]When you're good at being cynical
[02:42.36]I'm so good at being cynical
[02:44.54]I'm so good at being cynical
[02:52.23]I'm so good at being cynical