活了十八年

[00:00.000] 作曲 : 艾米纳姆
[00:01.000] 作词 : 张雪飞/艾米纳姆
[00:11.98]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
[00:17.51]I was drowning in darkness
[00:20.66]barely hanging on
[00:23.67]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again
[00:29.29]so when it all goes to black
[00:31.34]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows
[00:40.96]他出生在97年十月 下着雪的那个暖冬
[00:44.34]他第一次哭或许是对这个世界太过陌生
[00:47.24]但他那时笑的不勉强 也不为任何人才流泪
[00:50.54]他在刚经历过痛苦的母亲的怀抱里安详的入睡
[00:53.73]那是他最幸福的时光 虽然很短暂
[00:56.50]却没人骂他没出息 是傻逼 或者懒蛋
[00:59.48]他在幼儿园从来不羡慕别人会开车接小孩回家
[01:02.71]他爸爸把他举过头顶那画面停刻在夕阳下
[01:05.47]他6岁那年 渐渐开始懂事
[01:08.09]帮爸爸买过烟 也帮妈妈洗过脚
[01:10.99]他开始明白小时候听的格林童话故事
[01:14.00]教会他做人告诉他滴水之恩当涌泉相报
[01:17.74]又过了5年 11岁的他懂得了人生的含义
[01:20.28]这世界告诉他生命里不只有游戏机和玩具
[01:23.72]他的初恋不喜欢他喜欢的流行歌
[01:26.08]但是他搞不懂这世界上怎么有那么多为什么
[01:29.06]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
[01:34.67]I was drowning in darkness
[01:37.66]barely hanging on
[01:40.68]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again
[01:46.54]so when it all goes to black
[01:48.16]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows
[01:58.50]14岁的他第一次叛逆离开家
[02:00.89]在他最需要帮助的时候 眼里的朋友却离开他
[02:04.30]在午夜的街头他哭着喊着想要去见家人
[02:07.47]他懂了这世界上永远为你敞开的只有家门
[02:10.32]15岁的他他奇怪 为什么眼眶会红
[02:13.54]因为他懂得了爱 也懂了什么叫疼
[02:16.56]当别人问他伤害过你的人 你作何感想
[02:19.74]他告诉他那不是伤害 那叫做成长
[02:22.44]16岁他意识到自己肩膀上的重担
[02:25.45]他不只是为自己而活因为有了太多羁绊
[02:28.43]面对家人的要求 也不在是借酒消愁
[02:31.19]而是想努力的达到
[02:32.71]不再让谁失望就把机会拿到
[02:34.46]他并不富裕但是不贫穷 虽年轻但是并不平庸
[02:37.48]他有了自己的梦想 并且想法天马行空
[02:40.41]有人告诉他无法去改变命运的编排
[02:43.20]但他不屑一顾说自己是幸运的天才
[02:46.17]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
[02:51.69]I was drowning in darkness
[02:54.76]barely hanging on
[02:57.68]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again
[03:03.59]so when it all goes to black
[03:05.14]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows
[03:15.34]当你搭上了这班生命时光列车
[03:18.36]在轮回之前 身边的旅客越来越来
[03:21.51]你的困惑和问题都藏在这节车厢里面
[03:24.27]只有你自己才能找到真正的问题答案
[03:27.37]这首歌我写给自己 也同样写给你
[03:30.04]你是否也跟我一样有相同或差不多的经历
[03:33.16]我想要告诉我自己奉劝我自己 千万别怕输
[03:36.24]哪怕这世界坍塌 人生太复杂 我也不服输
[03:39.21]那就让暴风雨下吧 像子弹打在我脸上
[03:42.16]让别人人骂吧 我自己坚持去远航
[03:45.28]让傻逼继续笑吧 我有我自己的梦想
[03:48.24]就算给我时光隧道 重新来过我还是这样
[03:51.00]想把命运抓在手里 不在乎别人骂我是傻逼
[03:54.18]把我压倒就怎样 只要不死我就能爬起
[03:57.06]要做就做最大让我到达巅峰
[04:00.06]2015张雪飞我活在十八岁的天空
[04:03.22]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
[04:08.72]I was drowning in darkness
[04:11.97]barely hanging on
[04:14.72]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again
[04:20.61]so when it all goes to black
[04:22.34]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows