i'm not okay (Explicit)

[00:00.10]sadeyes、Lil Xtra、nothingnowhere. - i'm not okay (Explicit)
[00:12.70]I'm not okay
[00:13.98]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[00:17.32]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[00:20.60]Every single tear is wiped away
[00:22.50]I never change
[00:24.19]I never change
[00:25.92]I'm not okay
[00:27.30]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[00:30.54]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[00:33.82]Every single tear is wiped away
[00:35.95]I never change
[00:37.37]I never change
[00:40.13]I'm still the same as I've been
[00:41.86]And it's getting boring
[00:43.41]I'm not okay but I guess it's really not important
[00:46.64]I hold myself back
[00:48.29]Too scared of moving on
[00:49.91]I'm lying through my f**king teeth when I say nothing's wrong
[00:53.33]There's nothing going on
[00:54.84]I'm just too f**king shallow
[00:56.62]I can't keep going on
[00:58.18]Afraid of my own shadow
[00:59.90]It's every single day
[01:01.46]Too many fears to face
[01:03.29]I just wanted you to know
[01:05.94]I'm not okay
[01:06.93]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[01:10.32]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[01:13.66]Every single tear is wiped away
[01:15.56]I never change
[01:17.12]I never change
[01:18.84]I'm not okay
[01:20.23]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[01:23.54]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[01:26.88]Every single tear is wiped away
[01:28.83]I never change
[01:30.33]I never change
[01:32.77]Tryna find beauty in the pain
[01:34.33]Tired of feeling blue and seeing rain
[01:35.98]Need to find a way to rearrange
[01:37.61]Always keep on saying I'ma change right
[01:40.89]Thought that I would have been better by now
[01:42.73]Part of me stuck and it's pulling me down
[01:44.40]I wanted to change but I didn't know how
[01:45.95]So why can't I get out the way
[01:50.34]All the things that I wanted to say
[01:53.69]Let me go and forget my name
[01:57.09]My name
[01:58.96]I'm not okay
[01:59.96]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[02:03.25]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[02:06.64]Every single tear is wiped away
[02:08.58]I never change
[02:10.08]I never change
[02:11.86]I'm not okay
[02:13.20]I keep f**king lying to myself it's all the same
[02:16.53]I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
[02:20.01]Every single tear is wiped away
[02:21.90]I never change
[02:23.40]I never change