Disappointment (Explicit)

[00:00.08]Sarcastic Sounds、Rxseboy - Disappointment (Explicit)
[00:00.72]Lyrics by：Jeremy Fedryk、Anthony Tubbs
[00:00.92]Composed by：Jeremy Fedryk、Anthony Tubbs
[00:02.47]I'm a disappointment
[00:03.84]I stay up take drugs and miss appointments
[00:06.62]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[00:09.39]It feels pointless
[00:10.46]When I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
[00:13.98]Lately I just wait on
[00:15.09]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[00:17.82]'Cause that sh*t feels like a mother****ing day job
[00:20.70]With no days off
[00:21.96]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[00:24.69]My bed
[00:26.66]You made your bed now you lie in it
[00:30.55]And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again
[00:33.48]Looking for love all I find is a mess
[00:36.05]So I break my heart for the sake of my art
[00:38.88]Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark
[00:41.86]I'm lost in the dark
[00:43.33]And it's so hard to see
[00:45.29]When all d*mn day you're sound asleep
[00:47.77]I'm a disappointment
[00:48.83]I stay up take drugs and miss appointments
[00:51.71]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[00:54.59]It feels pointless when I try to avoid
[00:57.12]All of the thoughts in my head
[00:59.19]Lately I just wait on
[01:00.25]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[01:03.02]'Cause that sh*t feels like a mother****ing day job
[01:05.86]With no days off
[01:07.02]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[01:09.80]My bed
[01:11.70]What time is it oh my gosh I'm late for work again
[01:15.79]I'm a piece of sh*t it ain't hard to f***in' tell
[01:18.54]In my mama crib kinda feeling like I'm twelve
[01:21.27]I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain
[01:23.29]Empty out my bank account
[01:24.60]But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help
[01:26.93]Dawg I got no job no mic with a girl I don't like
[01:30.27]Nothing ever goes right I'm tight for real
[01:32.84]I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times
[01:35.77]I know that I can do whatever it takes
[01:38.24]But when it all crumbles and crashes
[01:40.11]I'll be back on my ass
[01:41.42]And I already know what I'm gonna say
[01:44.25]I'm a disappointment
[01:45.46]I stay up take drugs and miss appointments
[01:48.19]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[01:51.07]It feels pointless
[01:52.18]When I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
[01:55.52]Lately I just wait on
[01:56.73]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[01:59.46]'Cause that sh*t feels like a mother****ing day job
[02:02.30]With no days off
[02:03.51]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[02:06.34]My bed