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[00:00.000] 作词 : 王恩信/周芷璇
[00:00.545] 作曲 : 王恩信/周芷璇
[00:02.95] 编曲：TanX
[00:05.32] 混音：TanX
[00:06.97] 母带：TanX
[00:12.08] verse1:
[00:12.32] 已经忘了熬了几个通宵进行思想斗争
[00:14.92] 究竟如何选择内心哪个声音值得去听
[00:17.72] 可是决定之后自己是否真的能够做到
[00:20.70] 总是逃避现实幻想生活能够出现救星
[00:23.68] 就这样每天瘫软在家里的老式沙发上
[00:26.88] 蜷缩在角落抱着酒瓶从天黑到天亮
[00:29.93] 只有这样才能控制大脑进行思考
[00:32.52] 也只有在这个小空间才没有别人打扰
[00:35.75] 逐渐迷恋上这种状态
[00:38.23] 体会着肆意糜烂的畅快
[00:40.15] 这种感觉就像在
[00:41.91] 站在悬崖边对死亡进行试探
[00:44.47] 看匕首撕裂后这伤口几时才能溃烂
[00:47.50] 像个罪犯 或是醉汉 都一样
[00:49.96] 降生在这个世界就从来有没感受到被爱
[00:52.79] 也从不配爱
[00:54.04] 受够了被人冷落像异类般对待
[00:56.22] 不甘于平凡的溃败
[00:57.66] 孤身一人从未被许诺过沮丧时会在
[00:59.84] 人格仿佛在分裂一切都如此的真切
[01:02.76] 愈发疯狂和燥虑在一个又一个深夜
[01:05.46] 又有谁能真的听见我心里最深处的怒吼
[01:08.61] 徘徊在堕落的最边缘
[01:10.22] 却没一个让我助手
[01:11.45] hook：
[01:12.33] I never been awake
[01:15.86] I never go to sleep
[01:18.36] I want to try again
[01:21.21] I don't want to die
[01:24.19] I never been awake
[01:27.39] I never go to sleep
[01:30.32] I want to try again
[01:32.72] I don't want to die
[01:36.61] Darkness gives me eyes
[01:39.48] I use it to see the whole world
[01:42.35] I enjoy loneliness
[01:45.24] So I couldn't sleep all night
[01:48.44] I’m falling down
[01:51.53] I’m falling down
[01:54.23] I’m falling down
[01:57.48] I’m falling down
[01:59.75] verse2:
[02:00.03] 几近疯狂 当猩红映入双眼
[02:03.31] 撕裂胸膛 用欲望进行装点
[02:06.69] 抛开尊严 跪在金钱面前
[02:09.03] 仅仅只为了在人群更加抢眼
[02:12.32] 于是我选择更卖力的表演
[02:15.19] 仿佛是一场勇敢者的冒险
[02:17.63] 当品尝到蜂蜜之后变得愈发激进
[02:20.62] 仅仅只为了头顶上的光环更加耀眼
[02:24.37] 这难道就是我所追求的一切
[02:27.01] 目的只为了引起更多的注意
[02:29.67] 这值得骄傲吗 我甚至都不曾思考
[02:32.55] 能给她她要的 不再担忧如何吃饱
[02:35.87] 可我是否早已被现实麻痹
[02:38.38] 甚至真实的自己早在多年前死去
[02:41.69] 当心中最后一团烈火也燃烧殆尽
[02:44.61] 如果是这样的话那我又该往哪去
[02:47.74] bridge：
[02:49.29] 我常常问我自己
[02:50.79] 这是否就是我想要的结果
[02:53.11] 我究竟是得到了还是失去了
[02:55.12] 我无法看得清楚 也变得愈发迷茫
[02:59.31] 我无法把这一切归功于谁
[03:01.04] 或是迁怒于谁
[03:02.80] 对周围一切事物的感情
[03:04.85] 都变得不再像以往般强烈
[03:06.95] 但是 我不想就此沉沦
[03:09.23] 可我又应当如何走出来
[03:12.37] I never been awake
[03:15.34] I never go to sleep
[03:18.54] I want to try again
[03:21.53] I don't want to die
[03:24.23] I never been awake
[03:27.32] I never go to sleep
[03:30.30] I want to try again
[03:33.00] I don't want to die
[03:36.42] Darkness gives me eyes
[03:39.44] I use it to see the whole world
[03:42.48] I enjoy loneliness
[03:45.44] So I couldn't sleep all night
[03:48.36] I’m falling down
[03:51.53] I’m falling down
[03:54.21] I’m falling down
[03:57.51] I’m falling down