bloodshot freestyle, pt. II

[00:01.22]bloodshot red
[00:02.53]got this pain in my head
[00:03.06]i can never sleep i'm
[00:04.14]making music instead
[00:05.61]working every night
[00:06.75]i think i'm halfway dead
[00:08.16]or almost there, ion
[00:09.84]even think i care, but
[00:11.28]mom's getting worried
[00:12.65]at the habits i have
[00:14.02]i apologize for
[00:15.38]everything in the past
[00:16.86]doing **** shit everyday
[00:18.05]and skipping all of my classes...
[00:19.56]bloodshot part two, yeah
[00:21.80]guess i never found out
[00:23.07]where my minds been at
[00:24.42]still somewhere in between
[00:25.71]being happy and sad
[00:27.18]we was broke in the past
[00:28.82]thought i needed a bag
[00:30.02]it's funny how i feel the same
[00:31.66]as i did way back then
[00:33.20]i just wanna make sure
[00:34.32]that all my people's good
[00:35.53]if i could take on all they problems
[00:37.18]then i promise i would
[00:38.49]i know that ion really
[00:40.01]talk to em as much as i should
[00:41.62]but i try to hit em up
[00:42.80]from time to time
[00:43.61]i hope they ain't misunderstood
[00:44.95]like i...
[00:45.58]don't give a ****, cuz i do
[00:47.02]need to find balance in my life, yeah it's true
[00:49.98]but it's just so many things i gotta do
[00:52.05]i can't keep up with myself
[00:53.32]it's really nothing left to prove
[00:54.91]but i can't prove to myself
[00:56.20]that i'm enough-
[00:57.06]can't breath for just a second
[00:58.39]made 6 figures now i'm shooting for the 7th
[01:01.28]all my family and friends
[01:02.18]is asking the same question
[01:04.35]like what's the point in working so hard
[01:06.15]if you still stressing?
[01:07.18]well honestly this shit gives me purpose
[01:08.83]to stay alive while i'm hurting
[01:10.16]and prove that your life is worth it
[01:11.65]as long as you stay determined
[01:13.33]and for them haters who lurking
[01:14.47]i'm flexin cuz i deserve it
[01:15.82]can't tell me shit cuz i earned it
[01:17.18]you rappers clowns in a circuis tryna network
[01:18.90]i ain't shaking hands
[01:20.80]i only care about my networth
[01:22.37]cuz money never left me
[01:23.65]when i started doing better
[01:25.05]if jealousy a disease
[01:26.62]i guess they all under the weather
[01:28.03]friends come and go
[01:29.36]but i stay ten toes down
[01:30.83]i could afford to lose em
[01:32.38]but i can't afford to slow down
[01:33.85]steadily making moves
[01:34.93]but i'm still living in my hometown
[01:36.52]florida what i'm used to
[01:37.92]but i know that shit could go south
[01:39.38]seen it happen since a jit, but shit
[01:40.74]that's how it goes down
[01:42.40]you'd **** around and get robbed
[01:43.56]down the block from my old house
[01:45.15]walk home on different roads
[01:46.26]you could never take an old route
[01:47.91]it's better to mind your business
[01:49.20]never be a witness
[01:50.13]cuz even if you wit it
[01:52.03]you could end up missing
[01:53.17]but i'm just reminiscing
[01:54.49]ain't had no pot to piss in
[01:55.96]how everything i got now
[01:57.23]used to feel so distant
[01:58.92]and i remember wishing
[02:00.06]for somebody to listen
[02:01.66]to the tracks i made
[02:02.68]and what i had to say
[02:03.37]even if it's just a second
[02:04.58]and it's insane how i
[02:05.53]still feel the same as i did
[02:06.92]in the beginning, i
[02:07.85]hate to complain but in my brain
[02:08.83]i still ain't really livng
[02:10.19]i'm, working twice as hard
[02:11.28]to prove my existence
[02:12.39]though i'm exhausted
[02:14.80]i don't wanna admit it...