Disappointment

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs
[00:02.26]I'm a disappointment
[00:03.75]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
[00:06.57]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[00:09.18]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
[00:13.60]Lately I just wait on
[00:14.88]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[00:17.83]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job
[00:20.54]With no days off
[00:21.81]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[00:24.84]My bed
[00:26.30]You made your bed now you lie in it
[00:30.32]And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again
[00:33.19]Looking for love, all I find is a mess
[00:35.93]So I break my heart for the sake of my art
[00:38.72]Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark
[00:41.69]I'm lost in the dark
[00:43.06]And it's so hard to see
[00:45.05]When all damn day you're sound asleep
[00:47.43]I'm a disappointment
[00:48.77]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
[00:51.64]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[00:54.36]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
[00:58.72]Lately I just wait on
[01:00.12]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[01:02.96]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job
[01:05.63]With no days off
[01:06.91]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[01:09.86]My bed
[01:11.44]"What time is it? Oh my gosh I'm late for work again"
[01:15.76]I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to ****in' tell
[01:18.51]In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve
[01:21.24]I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account
[01:24.19]But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help
[01:26.65]Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like
[01:30.23]Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real)
[01:32.59]I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times
[01:35.66]I know that I can do whatever it takes
[01:38.16]But when it all crumbles and crashes
[01:40.25]I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say
[01:43.88]I'm a disappointment
[01:45.16]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
[01:48.12]Then complain about the outcome of my choices
[01:50.72]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
[01:55.20]Lately I just wait on
[01:56.61]One good reason I should even try to wake up
[01:59.35]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job
[02:02.25]With no days off
[02:03.44]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed
[02:06.35]My bed