Best For Me (Explicit)

[00:00.00]Best For Me (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas/Jelly Roll/Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord
[00:00.06]Composed by：Gary Lucas/Jason DeFord
[00:00.12]Produced by：Leo Son/ADHD Productions/Young Lime/Young Taylor/Nox Beatz/Chezka/Ayoley/Charlie Chronopoulos
[00:00.29]How can you love someone
[00:02.57]And learn to let them go
[00:06.75]How can we fall apart on
[00:09.51]Things we'll never know
[00:13.50]And isn't it funny you
[00:15.09]Can change your ways
[00:16.79]For someone to fill
[00:18.08]In your empty space
[00:19.95]Tell me is it really love
[00:22.23]If you have to ask if they'll stay
[00:26.30]Yeah I got somebody I love
[00:28.30]Yeah
[00:28.77]Someone who's really important to me
[00:30.20]But now they addicted to d**gs
[00:31.36]Damn
[00:31.74]Someone who not who they used to be
[00:33.30]And we ain't been keepin' in touch
[00:35.02]I ain't gonna say any names at all
[00:36.53]'Cause I don't want no one to judge
[00:37.75]Woah
[00:38.14]But I wrote this song in hopes
[00:39.28]When they'll hear it
[00:39.96]They'll never forget who they was
[00:41.49]I hope you feelin' your spirit enough
[00:43.05]Joyner
[00:43.52]I wanna just tell you I love you in case
[00:45.09]That you really don't hear it is much
[00:46.41]Woah
[00:46.71]I know we ain't talked in a while
[00:47.90]But **** it
[00:48.39]I really don't care what it was
[00:49.65]I wanna reach out but you keep
[00:50.75]On shuttin' me down
[00:51.60]Or you ain't been carin' as much
[00:52.78]And what the **** happened to you
[00:54.10]**** happened to you
[00:55.17]You're losin' a fight damn
[00:56.52]I never thought I'd see the day that
[00:57.87]You let addiction ruin your life
[00:59.58]Everyone callin' that **** a disease
[01:00.91]And you makin' feel like you in the right
[01:02.61]But I hate the fact that you really
[01:03.97]Be usin' that as an excuse to do what you like
[01:05.85]Or do what you might
[01:06.55]Do what you might
[01:07.40]And I keep on prayin' and reachin' for you
[01:09.46]I hope you look in the mirror
[01:10.71]And see all the things I been seein' in you
[01:12.39]Hope your reflection'll send
[01:13.11]You a message and show
[01:14.27]You this **** is much deeper than you
[01:15.52]If you don't believe in yourself
[01:16.53]Then you'll never believe
[01:17.28]In somebody believin' in you
[01:18.77]When I gotta tell you truth
[01:20.03]Tell you the truth
[01:21.12]'Cause I'm 'bout to lose it
[01:22.08]Lose it
[01:22.53]And you wan' deny all about
[01:23.51]It and just wanna make up a million excuses
[01:25.66]Tearin' our family apart
[01:26.86]But you'll leave us scarred
[01:27.71]And everyone bruises
[01:28.58]Every decision affectin' us all
[01:30.07]And if you get lost
[01:30.99]Then everyone loses
[01:32.02]For real
[01:33.90]And I'ma be next to leave
[01:35.41]I know that God got a plan and
[01:36.82]He ain't fulfillin' your destiny
[01:38.23]Much as I need you
[01:39.07]I will not be stickin' around or watchin'
[01:40.45]You rest in peace
[01:41.50]I promise I love you
[01:42.38]But I gotta do what's best for me
[01:44.10]How can you love someone
[01:46.30]And learn to let them go
[01:50.36]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know
[01:57.29]And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[02:00.34]For someone to fill in your empty space
[02:03.71]Tell me is it really love
[02:06.05]If you have to ask if they'll stay
[02:10.91]Look I know you been callin' for me
[02:13.22]You hittin' my phone but
[02:14.06]I been alone so long
[02:15.02]I'm harder to reach Joyner
[02:16.56]I know you ain't say any names
[02:17.80]But I got a feeling you talkin' to me
[02:19.61]I hate when these demons get into my soul
[02:21.17]I feel like I'm caught in the beefs
[02:22.56]Uh
[02:22.91]How do I look go of something I know
[02:24.47]Is bigger and stronger than me
[02:26.04]If I could be honest I'll tell you the truth
[02:27.60]I'm not who you want me to be
[02:28.96]Nah
[02:29.28]Nobody is perfect not even you
[02:30.82]So why you keep targettin' me
[02:32.20]I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo
[02:34.19]Without you startin' to preach
[02:35.77]I feel like a dog on a leash
[02:36.98]It's not what I need
[02:38.22]Livin' in hell warned you when
[02:39.74]I gotta leave like how can I breathe
[02:41.47]And how you gon' tell me addiction's not
[02:42.89]A disease
[02:43.57]**** do you mean
[02:44.62]If it's not a disease
[02:45.48]Then why has it gotten to me
[02:46.85]It's not what it seems
[02:47.88]But you always be makin'
[02:48.70]Me feel like the problem's me
[02:50.01]I'm not gonna be who you want me to be
[02:51.97]Let God decide it for me
[02:53.18]And speakin' of God
[02:54.24]How the **** you know all of
[02:55.41]The plan's He's gotten for me
[02:56.31]So give me a break
[02:57.42]I been inchin' away from tryna
[02:58.73]Get outta this dream
[02:59.73]I'm driftin' away
[03:00.82]How come you only there for me
[03:01.92]When I be tryna get clean
[03:02.82]My biggest mistake
[03:04.01]Is me wishin' that things were different
[03:05.23]I feel like the d**gs is made for sinnin'
[03:06.93]It's why I been stuck in the same position ****
[03:09.33]I'm fallin' but I cannot budge
[03:10.64]Been wonderin' why I'm in love
[03:11.80]With a strange addiction
[03:12.65]And why the **** you always playin' the victim
[03:14.09]Lot of this **** that you hate to mention
[03:15.93]It sucks 'cause I had to taint your vision
[03:17.97]But ain't nothin' left for me
[03:19.17]So you could just quit addressin' me
[03:20.81]I guess it's just my destiny
[03:22.33]So take me as I am or let me be
[03:24.47]I'm tired of you stressin' me
[03:25.75]'Cause **** I gotta do what's best for me
[03:27.73]How can you love someone and learn to let them go
[03:34.16]How can we fall apart on things we'll never know
[03:41.01]And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[03:44.18]For someone to fill in your empty space
[03:47.46]Tell me is it really love
[03:49.74]If you have to ask if they'll stay
[03:52.94]Stay stay stay stay stay stay