Thoughts

[by:Trap_Girl]
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sasha Sloan/Justin Parker
[00:01.000] 作词 : Sasha Sloan/Justin Parker
[00:10.64]Thoughts
[00:12.89]Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
[00:17.96]No medication's ever made them stop
[00:23.27]All I think about is everything I'm not
[00:28.06]Instead of everything I've got
[00:31.29]'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
[00:34.01]So I make the joke first
[00:36.61]If I beat 'em to the punchline
[00:39.25]Then I can't get hurt
[00:41.83]Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
[00:44.50]But I don't know how to be
[00:49.51]How to be a good friend to me
[00:55.36]'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
[01:00.32]When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
[01:06.00]All the way from my head right down to my feet
[01:11.28]Wish that I felt differently
[01:13.95]But I'm scared they're all laughing
[01:16.73]So I make the joke first
[01:19.16]If I beat 'em to the punchline
[01:21.96]Then I can't get hurt
[01:24.48]Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
[01:27.09]But I don't know how to be
[01:32.21]How to be a good friend to me
[01:56.76]Change
[01:59.15]Wonder if I'll ever really change
[02:07.16]'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
[02:09.93]So I make the joke first
[02:12.51]If I beat 'em to the punchline
[02:15.17]Then I can't get hurt
[02:17.80]Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
[02:20.44]But I don't know how to be
[02:25.50]How to be a good friend to
[02:29.40]The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
[02:33.89]Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
[02:39.26]Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
[02:41.84]But I don't know how to be
[02:46.84]How to be a good friend to me
[02:50.70]Thoughts
[02:52.99]Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
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