I Find It Hard (Explicit)

[00:00.03]iann dior - I Find It Hard (Explicit)
[00:00.71]Lyrics by：iann dior
[00:00.96]Composed by：iann dior
[00:12.61]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[00:15.75]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[00:18.79]I find it hard to find some constant love
[00:22.13]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs
[00:25.12]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[00:28.16]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[00:31.25]I find it hard to find some constant love
[00:34.66]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs
[00:38.71]Who's gonna pick me up when I'm down
[00:40.53]No one
[00:41.70]I'm just tryna find some pleasure in it yeah yeah
[00:44.73]Okay
[00:44.99]I'm just tryna find some better in it yeah yeah
[00:47.67]Okay
[00:47.97]I could really change the weather in here yeah yeah
[00:51.16]Throwing money in the air only time they really care
[00:57.42]Everybody stop and stare tell me what I wanna hear
[01:03.39]Okay life's not fair no is it just the way I live
[01:06.85]I can't tell no I don't have a f**k to give
[01:09.77]Time will tell though oh
[01:11.89]Oh
[01:12.75]Chilling in the deep end I keep gamblin' with my life
[01:15.94]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[01:18.77]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[01:21.76]I find it hard to find some constant love
[01:25.40]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs
[01:28.24]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[01:31.22]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[01:34.35]I find it hard to find some constant love
[01:37.64]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs
[01:41.07]Bag it up whip it up cook it up splash
[01:42.64]Splash
[01:42.89]I am that n***a now I'm on the map
[01:44.31]Map
[01:44.46]I got a Goyard it sit on my back
[01:45.83]Back
[01:46.03]You n***as is slow I'm running 'em laps
[01:47.50]I can't relax I can't relax
[01:49.07]Hop on that demon like I'm on the track
[01:50.69]Countin' my hundreds I sleep with a stack
[01:52.47]Bad lil' b**ch and her a*s is fat
[01:54.56]Mmm business just been booming now
[01:57.49]Mmm choppa it go boom boom pow
[02:00.58]Mmm I'ma let it sing out loud
[02:04.02]After party got it jumping like it's Rolling Loud
[02:06.91]Baguette stones in my teeth it's white gold
[02:09.94]I'm so cold do it with my eyes closed
[02:13.13]Don't get close I swear this life get so low
[02:16.43]Not complaining 'cause I know that that's the life I chose
[02:18.91]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[02:21.64]My head on straight
[02:22.35]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[02:24.83]New friends nowadays
[02:25.29]I find it hard to find some constant love
[02:27.97]Love
[02:28.48]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs
[02:31.45]I find it hard to keep my head on straight
[02:34.08]My head on straight
[02:34.73]I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
[02:37.32]New friends nowadays
[02:37.82]I find it hard to find some constant love
[02:40.65]Love
[02:40.96]So I went and f**ked around and fell in love with these d**gs