PTSD

[00:11.295] D.A. got that-
[00:14.078] D.A. got that dope
[00:15.907] I turn the news on, when I smell death in the air
[00:20.279] I prove you wrong, I made it out of here
[00:24.288] I don't belong, I see my past everywhere
[00:28.313] Don't stand too close to me, eternal PTSD
[00:32.382] I got a warzone inside of my head
[00:36.408] I made it on my own
[00:38.147] They said I'd be in jail or dead
[00:40.427] I've seen my brothers fall, over and over again
[00:44.497] Don't stand too close to me, I got PTSD
[00:48.278] I was hearing bangs like Chief Keef
[00:50.565] Always yelling names, that's deceased
[00:52.442] I go off my mind and my instinct
[00:54.493] Shootin' at the same time, we was in sync
[00:56.503] On the same thing, tryna repeat
[00:58.248] We was in them whips, right back on the enemies
[01:00.376] Stuffed on my last hit, I was in the middle seat
[01:02.442] **** it out the sun roof, brodie got a quick release
[01:04.291] And we in a car real fast for police
[01:06.492] Shots fired back but his ass in the street
[01:08.365] When I bought a forty, showed Brittany & Tiffany
[01:10.435] Knowing if they call, it ain't shit they can't get from me
[01:12.637] Lot of warfare 17 had a 50 piece
[01:14.328] Flexed on niggas so you know they wanna kill a G (Royalty)
[01:17.317] Posted in the hood with some Bentley keys (Loyalty)
[01:18.979] Roc died, showed 'em what it really mean
[01:20.814] I can't sleep 'cause it's a warzone in my head
[01:24.580] My killers good, they know I'm hands on with the bread
[01:28.477] A million dollars ahead, I'm still angry and seeing red
[01:32.663] How the **** I'm 'posed to have fun? All my niggas dead
[01:36.613] I turn the news on, when I smell death in the air
[01:40.794] I prove you wrong, I made it out of here
[01:45.063] I don't belong, I see my past everywhere
[01:48.932] Don't stand too close to me, eternal PTSD
[01:52.750] I got a warzone inside of my head
[01:57.175] I made it on my own
[01:58.673] They said I'd be in jail or dead
[02:01.176] I've seen my brothers fall, over and over again
[02:05.087] Don't stand too close to me, I got PTSD
[02:09.281] Used to run home from the train stop (Yeah)
[02:11.233] Runnin' so fast dodgin' rain drops
[02:13.120] 'Member got robbed at the park once (Yeah)
[02:15.343] 'Member thinkin' that that bitch probably ain't caught
[02:17.141] 'Member I was with my mama one time
[02:18.886] Seen a nigga through the glass, hit a nigga with a bankshot (Bah)
[02:21.006] Point blank, head hanging off his tank top
[02:23.068] Walked off, we drove off, went to GameStop (Skrrt)
[02:26.637] Quiet ride there, picked up San Andreas (Huh)
[02:30.790] Certain things we ain't talk about, mama, we just prayed off
[02:34.401] We seen it all, don't get involved
[02:36.580] Carry the weight of the world like a shawl
[02:38.556] Conceal and revealing to people in court
[02:40.587] I still can feel it, I know that the world is evil
[02:42.882] In case you thought a nigga forgot it
[02:44.806] When my homie was bleeding out, another homie went in his pockets (Shh)
[02:49.733] Please do not run up on me, not even as fans
[02:52.423] Niggas get fanned down on the Dan Ryan
[02:54.431] I'm flyin', I'm scary as hell, I need me a Xan, ah
[02:57.300] The days seem long as life gets shorter
[03:00.881] We know sex, drugs, money, all in that order
[03:05.184] Ain't no structure, no peace, we've lost our order
[03:09.044] Leaving me with anxiety, ****ing up my sobriety (Lil Uzi Vert, yeah)
[03:13.744] It's a warzone layin' inside my head
[03:18.103] I still think about all my niggas that's dead
[03:21.933] I'm too paranoid, yeah, I know you heard what I said
[03:25.749] I'm too paranoid, I make sure all my opps they bled
[03:29.801] Drainin' all my energy, no, I can not sleep, uh-huh
[03:33.366] I'm affected by the streets, no appetite, I can't eat
[03:36.934] I only see red when I see, I think it's my PTSD (Yeah)
[03:41.214] I think it's my PTSD (Woah), I think it's my PTSD, yeah (Woah)
[03:45.840] I turn the news on, when I smell death in the air